And that started the next phase of my 'initiation to cock sucking.' I would go on phone chat lines, get on the women's line and talk to men (who I guess were initially there to talk to women). It soon dawned on me that I could use these services to possibly meet men. I had used numerous telephone chat lines to meet women before (usually for a quick one night stand). Soon, however, these thoughts were just not enough. The thought of a guy just using my mouth for his pleasure just thrilled me. That led to many masturbatory fantasies that kept me satisfied for some time. They seemed to enjoy it so much so I began thinking what would it be like to have my mouth stuffed with some guy's cock. Then I guess I started paying attention on what kinds of looks the women were giving with a cock in their mouth. At first I would get off just watching the women giving blow jobs and getting fucked. I guess thoughts of being with a man started occurring after watching numerous X-rated movies. Growing up I've always loved women (and still do). I am currently married but this story is about events that happened when I was single (starting about 4 yrs ago). Just some details about me: I'm currently 33, I'm 5'11', 195 lbs and by most accounts most people say I'm attractive (black hair, goatee, olive complexion, hairy chest). I've finally decided to put it to writing to see what others think. First, all events described in this story actually happened to me.